{"id":231,"date":"2010-05-31T21:02:21","date_gmt":"2010-05-31T20:02:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kujon98.wordpress.com\/?p=231"},"modified":"2010-05-31T21:02:21","modified_gmt":"2010-05-31T20:02:21","slug":"drzwi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/?p=231","title":{"rendered":"Drzwi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Rozwi\u0105zanie spad\u0142o na mnie jak grom z jasnego nieba.<br \/>\nJu\u017c wiedzia\u0142em dok\u0105d prowadzi ten tunel, te schody. W ko\u0144cu.<br \/>\nId\u0119 korytarzem. Bez \u015bwiat\u0142a. Bez celu.<br \/>\nDochodz\u0119 do d\u0142ugich schod\u00f3w. Wspinam si\u0119 ku g\u00f3rze, ku \u015bwiat\u0142u, ku temu co dobre.<br \/>\n Czuj\u0119 narastaj\u0105c\u0105 eufori\u0119. Z ka\u017cdym stopniem jestem coraz bli\u017cej bieli.<br \/>\nWidz\u0119 te drzwi. Widz\u0119 zamek. Ale gdzie jest klucz.<br \/>\nNo tak. S\u0142owa. To one s\u0105 kluczem. Wypowiadam tylko mi znan\u0105 formu\u0142\u0119.<br \/>\nS\u0142ycha\u0107 ciche klikni\u0119cie. Panika. Otworzy\u0107?<br \/>\nDecyzja zapad\u0142a ju\u017c dawno.  Otwieram&#8230;<br \/>\nWidz\u0119 wielk\u0105 bia\u0142\u0105 sal\u0119. Bia\u0142e \u015bciany. Bia\u0142y sufit.<br \/>\nNie s\u0142ysz\u0119 nic opr\u00f3cz ciszy.<br \/>\nWchodz\u0119 do pomieszczenia. Wydaje si\u0119 by\u0107 takie przytulne, takie bezpieczne&#8230;<br \/>\nStaj\u0119 za filarem. Wyt\u0119\u017cam wzrok.<br \/>\nNagle zdumiony widz\u0119 kobiet\u0119.<br \/>\nOna nie widzi mnie jednak. Jest jakby zakl\u0119ta.<br \/>\nOna ta\u0144czy.<br \/>\nUderza mnie nagle co\u015b.<br \/>\nCo\u015b nowego.<br \/>\nPrzecie\u017c ja j\u0105 kocham. Czuj\u0119 to.<br \/>\nWidz\u0119 kobiet\u0119, bez kt\u00f3rej od tej chwili nie potrafi\u0119 \u017cy\u0107,<br \/>\n a ona oddaje si\u0119 temu co kocha najbardziej.<br \/>\nNie widzi mnie.<br \/>\nNie wie co czuj\u0119.<br \/>\nNie wie co poczu\u0142em.<br \/>\nNie chc\u0119 ju\u017c nigdy wychodzi\u0107 z tego \u015bwiata.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rozwi\u0105zanie spad\u0142o na mnie jak grom z jasnego nieba. Ju\u017c wiedzia\u0142em dok\u0105d prowadzi ten tunel, te schody. W ko\u0144cu. Id\u0119<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/?p=231\" class=\"more-link\">Czytaj dalej&#8230;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Drzwi<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-231","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okiem-fotografa"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/231","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=231"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/231\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kujon98.cba.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}